Never Regret

i got this question from one of my mates...do you ever have a regret in life? if yes, what is the biggest regret? if you have an option, eg if time could turn back...what will you do to rectify the regret...

well, i didnt answer this when i get the question..i caught into silence...honestly, they are too much of regret in life. It always come into my mind after an incident, or when i do my self reflection...i did asked myself, what will the situation changes if i didnt react in they way i reacted...i always tell myself, well, calm down and you should settle it in another way when it happens again...and, sometimes i failed to recall, what i supposed to act...

hmm, time to grew up and learn from the experience...makes the regret an experience, as time couldnt turn back :)

Why do we do what we do?

i am doing my revision just do, and a sentence come across my mind. "Why do we do what we do?" Seriously in doubt...who ever question himself, what he is doing and why he needs to do this.

Honestly, i don't as my life path seems to be so normal and nobody will question me, except myself. If i am to ask myself this question, the answer is definitely...i dunno.

Guess it's time to sort out the answer for this question...

Cameron Highland 17-18042010

It's a long awaiting annual trip with my dearest society mates...i love you guys :)

the boh tea plantation...one of the visitor spot in cameron highland...breath in the smell of tea plantation...and relax your mind after long working week :)

you might not know that, this is part of the boh tea plantation as well...behind the garden view :)

it's rose valley...another attraction of cameron highland...it's a garden with lots of flower and cactus...a simple theory to remember is..no plucking :)

a photo shoot to proof that, we completed 80% of the journey :)

do you still remember, the college days we spend together...it's a piece of precious memory that we share, and we will not forget for life, although we do not gather as frequent as previous...

an item in the to-do list is...strawberry...fyi...there is a strawberry farm in cameron, where you can pluck your strawberry, with a price paid for it...well, i didnt go for it...but we grab some strawberries from the night market...

Hurt

It hurts, when you care. This statement is extremely hurt, especially when someone you believe, you trust, and you care did something which is wrong to you.

I have no intention, but its my intuition who makes me browse his blog. I read the latest entries of him, one of my mate in my UK gang, hmm...i should say, used to be. It is so hurt when I read the following words "Lost control on self control...do everything with my own preference without thinking others feeling especially dear...joined wrong ppl with no good examples....".

Mate, what do you mean by joining wrong people with no good examples? You are the one who opt to hang around with us, and enjoy every single second of joys and cheers with us. You are the one who make the judgement and decision. So, who are you blaming for? Yourself or us? Why do you sounds as if we are the one, who have control on your life in UK, leading you to the black hole?

Mate, it is so hurt when you decided to delete us from your contact list ever since you step into Malaysia. Anyway, we aceept it and respect you as this is your decision. We understand that you have your own life. But, why is there a second time? What are the term "friend" in your life? I am so sorry to say tat, but I doubt your definition, seriously...

the days

It has been few months, where I didn't serve myself a proper breakfast...or a proper brunch...Out of sudden, I miss the days...

where I settle my brunch with two slice of breads, an egg, two finger of fillets, and a cup of milk or milo...

or the days, i cook spaghetti as my brunch...with some bake cheesy potatoes ;P
hmm...wonder, when is the next time, I will step into kitchen and serve myself...a proper meal ;p

The Wolfman

Finally, I have a chance to watch a movie during my CNY break. Thanks buddy for the company...and for the non horror movie, The Wolfman. I am not a big fans of horror movie, but I always wanted to watch this, since my first visit to Chatsworth House. The reason being is as simple as, the movie is shoot at Chatsworth House :)

Friends who been there with me, guess you remember the lovely garden ;) It's not a highly promoted movie, but guess you should watch once, to recall the lovely memory in Chatsworth House...and experience the horror part of the peaceful garden :P

Well, what's about The Wolfman? It's a story of Lawrence Talbot, which returned to his family estate after his brother vanishes. He reunited with his estranged father and sets out to find the truth of his brother incident...and soon discovers a horrifying destiny for himself...He finds that something with strength and insatiable bloodlush has been killing the villages. The investigation has started with the join of a suspicious inspector, Mr Aberline...

The waffle day

a free and relax saturday...

and i decided to bake waffle as my breakfast
i am loving it :)

freshly bake...looks nice?
yummy when it goes with honey :)

here's the recipe for the lovely waffle...
140gram of flour
1 egg
1 cup of milk
2 tbsp of melted butter
1 1/2 of baking powder
pinch of salt
1 tsp of sugar

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The show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why.

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop.
Cos it's too much, yeh it's a lot
To be something I'm not.

I'm a fool, out of luck
Cos I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared, but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I got to let it go
And just enjoy the show.

The sun is hot, in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight.
The people follow a sign and syncronize in time.
It's a joke, nobody knows
They got a ticket to the show

Yeh I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared, but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I got to let it go
And just enjoy the show oh oh oh oh oh.

Just enjoy the show oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

Dum de dum, duh dum de dum just enjoy the show

I want my money back

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falling in love with this song,
a little girl, who lost herself in the maze of life
trying to find her way out,
but noted that there is no a "right" path to follow,
so, she decided to give up...
and just enjoy,
whatever she has now...

2010

it's 2010...

a number, to proof that time flies...

i am still not use to 2010...

not use to name 2009 as "last year"

well, we have no choice but to accept the fact that

2009 is a past

time to welcome 2010

time for self reflection

time for new year resolution

time for grow up...